having a hard time fully accepting my fiancé’s recent diagnoses of diabetes. he truly is the kindest person I know and knowing he will have this burden his whole life is unfair. I wish there were ways to share the load equally in our partnership but I know my role is support. it’s also scary thinking about how hard it will be to get good insurance for both of our lifelong conditions. now more than ever I’m always reminded that time really is all anyone has, and I seem to have the lucky fate of finding James when I was just 17. making the most of what we have. and it’s also his birthday so if you ever read this, I LOVE YOU!!!!!